Ok... so, you know when your drinking, and you break the seal... and your peeing every 10 minutes. Well... thats how it is for me.. only getting pulled over. I have gotten pulled over 5 times in the past year. Good thing, is that i only got ONE ticket out of them all.

here we go

1st time: I got pulled over for speeding down Lapeer.... 65 in a 55
             +result... warning+
2nd time: I get pulled over in Marysville for following Ryan too close *tailgating*
             +result....warning+

3rd time: Memorial Day- Pulled over in Yale for speeding...54 in a 30
             +result...20 minutes late for work and a ticket for 10 over... $120.00... but get check back from Court for $35

4th time: 2 weeks after the 3rd time... get pulled over for having too much shit hanging on my mirror
             +result....warning, and another for my licences being bent in 2 places

5th time: Last night... So heres the story. Im going down Range cause im running late to my girls house. Checking my phone... look up.. TOO LATE. Ran a stop sign. Hmmm just so happens that a cop is stopped for the one, going the opposite way. So.. I end up pulling myself over.. considering i know im gonna get the lights. He asks for my Licenses and Regisration. Yep.. cant find it. Took that out last night when i had got the new one in the mail. Forgot to put it back in. We discuss what i did wrong, and that i could have killed someone. (bla bla its what cops say) Then we talk about how if i have to talk on my phone, to just pull over.. (riiiiiiiiiiiight) He goes to his car, and did what ever cops do in there for 15 minutes. I call my friend and tell her im gonna be late. He comes back, and we talk for about 5 minutes more (oh yea.. he was hott!!!) Then he lets me go. HE LET ME GO.  For speeding *must not have had his radar on* Not having my licences and registration, my licences wasn't renewed, I ran a stop sign, AND i had my shit back up on my mirror.

Ne ways... so after flirting back and forth with Mr. Cop Keith, I finally got to Nycoles house, and we picked up Angelise, and Thaddeus, and Bobby, and went to the beach again. Was a lil chillier then the other night. But still had fun. We were done swimming around 12am, then chilled in the parking lot till a cop came by and told us to leave. So then i drive home, and then end up chilling with Jimmy for an hour. Then went home, and was finally in bed at 2am.

I worked today from 8:45-5:00.. got out early YAY.. but im out.. cause its 7:00 and the boy ive wanted to go out with for the longest time just called, and were going to the movies...

Holla atcha girl

current mood: naughty

I definitly haven't updated in a long ass time. And there has been so much that has happened. Well.. the latest news, is that im finally moving out, and moving back home to the Clinton Twp. area. VERY EXCITED to hang out with more friends from school there. Ill be there around the end of August beginning of September. CANT WAIT. Im moving in with my cousin Tiff. Things are gonna be very fun living with her. So im quitting the YMCA finally. Been wanting to get outta there for a while. My last day there is Aug. 26th!!!!! YESSSSS! Im not gonna back track too much on how life has been.. so ill just start back up by this past weekend..

Friday: Well.. worked at the YMCA from 8:15-5:45, then went straight to Steverinos and worked from 6:30-8. Very slow night cause of the Cruise Night that Port Huron had. I get home..and i was just going to chill at home, till I getta call from Nycole to meet her and Monica at the Apt to pre-drink, then go to Club Enigma. (being that i worked there for a year and 3 months, i get mad hook ups ;-)) Ne whom, we all meet up, then get Angelise, and we all head out to the Club, and drink on the way. I had a 6 pack to myself, then shared another with Angelise. Got a nice buzz going on while on the dance floor... good times. I ended up meeting a boy named Josh, and we hung out all that night. Turns out he is best friends with Angelise's new boy Mike. haha..  I ended up getting home that night at 4am.

Saturday: Worked at Steverinos from 9am-3pm. Work was kinda slow that day. But me and mom always find ways to have fun.  I get home at 3:30, watched You Got Served, and passed out till 9:30. Went to Steverinos for some dinner, then Jon called me, and invited me to a grad party. So I meet Jon at Nates house along with Steve, Andrew and Josh *yes the only gurl with them* and we drive to Dalynns house for her Grad party. We were there till about 2amish i guess. Then I got back to my car, and came home. Talked on the phone with Jimmy for a few minutes, then passed out.

Sunday: Worked at Steverinos from 9-12:30 just for the church rush. Work was really slow considering there was a car show in emmett. Then Jimmy calls me around 1:30, so i walk over his house and we went swimming in his pool till 3:00ish. Then we just chilled. Then i came home, took a small nap, and got things ready for my softball game. Got to the field at 6:15, threw around a lil. Game started at 6:45. We lost, but it was a very close game... and yet, we enjoyed this loss. We just had a good time. No complaints. I get outta the game, come home, shower, and get ready to go to the beach with Nycole, Steph, Laura, Andrew, Dustin, Jay, and who ever else. Might i add we went to Lakeside beach, and swam from 10pm till 2am. The best time i had ever. Drinking the booz, swimming, and acting stupid. Its great to be with friends when all you do is laugh, and joke around. Just flat out have a good time. I will defintily be doing that again. wow... GOOD TIMES. I was suppose to spend the night at Nycoles, but decided to just come home. I like my bed too much. With all my blankies. Mmmmm.

Monday: Sleeping in is great!! I got to work at 12:30, and we were so low. We had 9 kids by the time we woke up from nap. So being that low in kids, we filled up both pools, got out the boats, and the sprinkler, got their suits on, and we just enjoyed the water till they all got picked up. Then lil Tren got a bucket, and when i turned to talk to Chase's mom, he dumped the water on my head. I was drenched. But its ok. It felt nice. Lets just say i got pay backs when we got the hose out :wink wink: It was fun. I ended up getting outta there today at 5:15 instead of the usual 5:45. Its nice to get out early once in a while. So.. now im sitting at home. Eating moms cooking, being bored. I think im gonna start packin a few things up. So..

holla

current mood: excited

OK, so i can now officially say that i havn't updated in forever. Gosh, i believe its been sence August! Wow. So.. just a lil recap on a few things. Im still working at the YMCA, and I'm every now and then (or more when i feel like it) working at Club Enigma in Port Huron, and now im waitressing with my mom in Emmett at Steverinos. Its pretty fun. Im rollin in the cash, and its GREAT!!! So, Friday, I worked at the Y from 12:15-5:45, then drove to Yale for the JV and Varsity basketball game. My sister is still cheerleading, so I went for that. Ended up getting home around 9ish, then came on  here for a few, then called up Justin to see if he watned to go to Enigma. I didn't have to work that night. So i met up with Justin and a few of his female friends, then met up with Angalise and some other friends. Danced ALLLLLLLLL night. Havn't danced THAT much in one night in for ever. Last call is called, and we all plan to go to Josh's house afterwards, so i suggested that we leave then, cause coat check always takes forever, and the line to leave is held up.. but NOOOO they all wanted to stay for the last song. So we did, then we stayed a while after talkin with tik-tack, that guy is funny as hell. Tik-tack and i go way back though. hahahaha, any ways, so like i said, the line leaving took forever, so Justin and I snuck out the back way. SHhhh. Then there was a big as fight going on, and the bouncers weren't doing anything.Finally i said something to Rob, and when he went to body slam the guy down, he slamed his head to poor little me. Had a nice bump for a while, and a head ach galor. So after that, we went to Josh's house for a little bit, and then i was home by 3:30 cause i had to work at Steverinos at 9am-3. Work then went pretty smooth. Its just me and my mom on sats. And we got slammed for lunch. Made some nice tips though!! So i get a bite to eat, and then come home. Hop on here to try and make some plans, and then i didn't even do anything till about 7 when i decided to get my hair done. I chopped it all off, so now its a lil above my shoulder, and i have low lights, and a few high lights, and then layers all over. Its really cute that only cost  $116 including tip, but i payed for my sisters hair cut as well. So it wasn't that bad at all. Then i get a phone call from my dad, to come out to the bar with him, my mom, my grandma and my brother. So after i drop off Erika and Raymond at home, I drive out to the bar. I only had one drink and a few shots. But i was on the dance floor most of the time with my mom, till my dad cut in which is fun to watch. I left the bar around 12:30, and once i got online at home, i got a call from my dad, to come pick up my mom and grandma. So i get there, and my mom is drunk as hell..haha.. its funny. Grandma just wanted to come home. So i get my mom home, and shes puking her brains out in the bathroom. Tired to see if she was ok, but she didnt want me to bother her, so ileft her alone and called my dad and told him to come home and take care of his wife.... and he did! =). I stayed online a lil while longer, then went to bed. But actually talk to Robert for a lil bit on the cell, then I really did go to bed. lol.

As far and Brandon and I go. Things are great. Were going on 6 months Feb. 17 and  I got this huge surprise im doing for him. He doesn't know when im doing it, or what im doing. Im not going to post it on here either, cause he knows my lj name. Thats all i need is to him read about it. So, you'll all have to wait and see. Or if i even update. lol.

So now im just sittin here, thinking about something to do on this very boreing superbowl day. Yay for football... notice the sarcasim at all.. cuz it was deffinitly there. haha...

Oh yea, i dont care if dont like Ashlee Simpson, or what you think, but I love the chick, and im seein her in concert March 24th

current mood: okay

Yep. so my day started off yet again at 7am. Woke up and danced a lil to Ashlee Simpson.. haha acting stupid, but, hey.. had to wake myself up some how. Emm... got ready fer work, and packed me up a lunch, and grabbed part tarts, and was off to work by 8:00!! Work went by pretty smooth for once. Usually Tuesdays are freaking outta controll. Yet, Jonathan is no longer in the program, cuz hes a lil shit. But I wont discuss him ne more. LOL.  I FINALLY got outta work around 5ish, but didn't leave right away. My lil buddy Nathan wasn't picked up yet, and he doesn't know the new teacher that much, so he asked me to stay longer. Aww hes adorable!!! I wanna take him to the zoo or something. HA.. if is mom would ever let me do that. Ne whom, I get home, and then leave to return bottles. Freaking had $33.20 worth. I cut my fin-a-ger open too cuz i accidently dropped a bottle on the floor. Im a tuff one.. haha its bleeding as i finish the bottles.. not really heatly, but i washed it out good when i got home. :sigh: so bored. Dad wants me to type up his resume, but.. lol we dont have Microsoft right now cuz we never re-downloaded it after re-formatting the damn computer. Ok.. so, im out... LIFE IS GREAT

I LUV YOU TWINNIE.. seriously.. sometime THIS YEAR we need to hang out.  I miss you focker!

hi brandon.. lol ;-)

#oh.. my luv
my darling
ive hungered for
your touch
a long lonly time#.........hehe

Your name:: Angie
Age:: Still 18
Height:: 5'2'' 1/2 .5
Natural hair colour:: Dark Blonde
Eye color:: Grr.. Hazel.. but i want them BLUE!
Number of siblings:: 3
Glasses/contacts?:: Neither
Piercings:: 2 in each ear.. then use to have the belly done..
Tattoos:: 1.. a 4 leaf clover
Braces?:: Never have

FAVOURITE
Colour::  Baby Blue
Stuffed animal:: I have a bunch of them.. mostly frogs and teddy bears
Video game:: Yoshi's Story on N64
TV show:: Degrassi, Family Guy,  7th Heaven
Movie:: WAYYY too many, thing funny, stupid funny, scary (EXCEPT MICHAEL MYERS ONES)
Book:: I hate reading
Food:: Ne thing pasta.. but i LOVE speghetti
Game on a cell phone:: If i had games on there.. maybe i could tell ya
Flower:: Lillies
Animal:: Puppies?
Comic book:: As if!
Cereal:: Lucky Charms!!!
Website:: Im not somekind of internet freak now.. lol
Cartoon:: Family Guy

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: Umm just the recorder in 5th grade.. ha
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: I dont even think im home that many hours a week...
Like to sing?:: Sure.. never said i was good at it
Have a job:: 2 of them
Have a cell phone?:: Uh huh
Like to play sports?:: DUH!!! of course
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Noppers
Have a crush on someone?:: Those are for middle schoolers.. but hey.. im back in 7th grade :winks: (hint hint) lol
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: BORN... IN THE USA
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: Only 4
Have any special talents/skills?:: For me to know. and you to find out
Like school?:: I havn't been in it for a year.. but i miss it, cant wait to start again.. ahhh thats like.. 2 weeks!!!

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: Acutally i did today at work.. but i had it right in front of me
Stand on your tip toes without wearng shoes?:: Yea
Speak any other languages?:: A lil bit of Spanish
Go a day without food?:: I have many times... oops?
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: No sleep is practically my middle name
Read music, not just tabs?:: ha.. it looks like ink blobs to me
Roll your tongue?:: Uh huh
Eat a whole pizza?:: Prob depends on how hungry i am

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: Ok.. considering i live in the MIDDLE OF NO WHERE!
Cried to get out of trouble?:: Oh yea
Gotten lost in your city?:: Yep.. when i was new to it
Seen a shooting star?:: A bunch the other night :)
Had a serious surgery?:: Never had one actually
Solved a rubiks cube?:: Nope.. never
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Deffinitly
Cried over a girl?:: Cant say that I have
Cried over a boy?:: Yea...........
Been in a fist fight?:: NOPE
Been arrested?:: haha almost
Done drugs?:: Tried
Had alcohol?:: Im a beinge drinker
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Nope.. just kool-aid and pop.. ouch
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Who hasn't
Swore at your parents?:: Not intentionally
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: ON FREAKIN ACCIDENT
Been in love?:: I thought i was.. but who knows
Been to a casino?:: Yes
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: Ran over already road kill... but made 2 more as well.. haha sawry
Gotten stitches?:: NOPE
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: Not yet
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: SICK
Bitten someone?:: LMAO... omg.. yea MY SISTER!!! she wouldn't leave me alone.. oh  yea. and NYCOLE.. haha
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Neither.. im deprived
More than 5 times?:: I just said no
Been to niagra falls?:: Mom and dad has... oh wait.. me? no
Burped in someones face?:: Im the Belch queen
Gotten the chicken pox?:: TERRIBLY when i was younger

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: few hours ago..
Saw a movie in theaters:: When ever i saw Anchorman
Read a book:: Well.. it was my SC4's manual or w/e.. but real book? high school
Had a snow day:: High School
Had a party:: July 4th
Had a slumber party:: Like.. 12th birthday or something
Made fun of someone:: Thats like.. DAILY, but jokeing around
Tripped in front of someone:: Not today.. so were making progress
Got sick:: few months ago.. from drinking too much... its cuz i drank yucky beer
Cursed:: I called my sister a bitch, so today lol

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit
Black/white:: White
Lights on/lights off:: Off
TV/movie:: Movie
Car/truck:: Car
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: Cash
Pillows/blankets:: Blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: Head ach
Paint/charcoal:: Paints
Chinese food/mexican food:: Chines
Summer/winter:: Summer
Snow/rain:: Rain... kissing in the rain.. is somthing i really wanna do...
Fog/misty:: Fog
Rock/rap:: Rock....
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat
Boy/girl:: Boy
Chocolate/vanilla:: Vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: Sprinkles
Cake/pie:: Cake
French toast/french fries:: Depends on where from
Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: Swimming pool
Hugs/kisses:: U can do both
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies
Emo/goth:: Eh?
Pink/purple:: Baby Blue
Cat/dog:: Dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Long sleeve
Pants/shorts:: Skirts
Winter break/spring break:: Spring Break!!!!!
Spring/autumn:: Spring
Clouds/clear sky:: Clear skies
Moon/mars:: Moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: a bunch
Do you have a best friend?:: Yes
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: Yes
Have you ever lost a friend?:: Like.. cant find? haha no
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: DUH
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Yes.. I luv you Twinnie
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: GOD YEA
What friend have you known the longest?:: Vanessa
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: NO FREAKIN REGRETS eva
If so, what is it?::
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: As much as possible
Do any of your friends drive?:: They all do
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: Yes.. Erin McCarthy... LUV U

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: I dont know
Are you single?:: Yes
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: Of course
What is your idea of the best date?:: Just being with him would be the best, doing what ever. Just spending one on one time.
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: No.. some ppl are just impatient
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: Uh huh
Have you ever been dumped?:: Yup
Have you ever dumped someone?:: Yup

WORD ASSOCIATION
I....
am:: Happy
want:: Kool-Aid.. but dont wanna get one
need:: Sleep
crave:: a blue Freeze Pops
love:: LIFE!!!!
hate:: ppl who lie
did:: ummm... great?
feel:: my tummy fluttering.. cuz ive got  BMH on the mind.. ahhhh
miss:: Brandon Michael
am tired of:: having a head ach

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: Sure
pretty?:: I guess
sarcastic?:: 24-7
lazy?:: cant we all be?
hyper?:: Not at the moment ne more
friendly?:: yea
evil?:: arn't we all?
smart?:: Depends on the supject lol
strong?:: Somewhat
talented?:: Uh huh
dorky?:: haha yea
black?:: aww dawg..u freal nigga?

LAST QUESTIONS
What kind of computer do you have?:: DeLL
What grade are you in?:: Freshman in college
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: i throw goobers... those FLY
Or just make out?:: Random make out sessions are good.. but movies aren't cheap, not gonna pay all that to make out... shiiiit if were gonna make out.. we can RENT A MOVIE... hehe
How many posters do you have in your room?:: no freakin idea
What time is it now?:: 8:54

current mood: hyper

1) my name: Angie
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: Not that I kno of
3) What song makes you cry?: Butterfly Kisses.. cuz i think of my daddie
4) What song makes you happy?: There is a bunch
5) What do you like to listen to before bed?: I watch TV
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: Who the hell is that?
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger?: My mother
8) First album you ever bought?: I believe TLC
9.) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: Britney Spears-Toxic (cuz it was the first song lee and I danced too)
10) Where would you like to be right now more than ever?: Right now.. i dont know

a p p e a r a n c e

HEIGHT: 5'2''
HAIR COLOR: Blonde
SKIN COLOR: Its gettin tan!! yay
EYE COLOR: Hazel
PIERCINGS: 2 in each ear, and belly button
TATTOOS: 4 leaf clover on hipish area

r i g h t n o w

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: BabyBlue Aero pants
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: The TV's on
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: A cookie i just ate
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: SHITTY
HOW ARE YOU?: Tired and depressed

d o y o u

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Yes
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Most of the time
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Yes

f a v o r i t e s

TV SHOW: 7th Heaven, Family Guy, Degressi, Road Rules
CONDITIONER: All the time
BOOK: I dont read
MAGAZINE: What ever ones have tummy shots, or ashton kutcher, or andy roddick, or just a hott guy. haha
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Captain and Coke
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: I work most of the time.. or have a softball game,  but then i sometimes go to Emerald, or some other club, or a party
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: John Mayer

h a v e y o u

BROKEN THE LAW: HAHA.. oh yea
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: No Reason too
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: No
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: HEHE
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: YES
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Cant say that i have
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yes.. but they knew about it
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: HAHA... too many times when i was a junior
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Nope
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yes of course.... alot of the little kids do that too

l o v e

HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yes.. deffinitly
BEEN HURT?: Yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRETS: I dont have ne regrets 

r a n d o m

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: 2 of them thank you
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: no idea... probable John Mayer, Monica, and a mixed one
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Blue
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: The ppl im around
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: I dont know to be honest
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Im gonna get one burned
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?:
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: Play softball

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t

TIME YOU CRIED?: Bout 4 weeks ago, when Lee called and I got pissed
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Senior year
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Today from grannie
THING YOU PURCHASED: A gatoraid on Sunday
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Degrassi last night before bed
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: White Chicks and Anchorman

current mood: depressed

Aight.. FINALLY got the comp back. Its been gone for almost 2 weeks. Its kewl tho. WOW. Is all I can say about life lately. So much is goin so good. Ive been seeing and hanging out with old friends, meetin new ones goin out with the ladies with out ne worries, having parties, hittin parties up, hittin up the clubs. Its so nice not to have a boyfriend. Yes it was hard, and took a while for me to get over the kid. But what can i say, first love is hard to get over, and there will alwayz be that spot in my heart that has his name on it.. but seriously. IVE MOVED ON! Dont think ill EVER go back. I was stupid, wouldn't listen to friends, i was just boxing them all out when it came to Lee.. but.. friends are more important to me, and just being able to hang out with them, with no worries, is the best feeling for me right now.

Forth of July weekend was so much freaking fun. WITH OUT A DOUBT. All the family came over, friends of the fam, then friends of mine, and the sibs. Not to mention the houses on both sides of mine was having a party. I was back and forth from all 3 parties all night. It was great. Got trashed!!!! Not too bad... but i was buzzin hard core. Finally went to bed around 5:30, cuz it started raining outside.. then I got up at 10ish.. Still buzzin which was weird. Took some pills.. and i was fine the rest of the day. 

Dont member what I did Sunday.. must not of been that important.

Monday, I worked from 12:30-5:45.. then was suppose to go out on the bikes with Nycole, Yaz and Mike.. but something happened, and Mike couldn't come out.. so we just went to Big Boys, and ate some grub. Then went home.

Tuesday, i worked from 8:45-5:30, then I had a softball game at 6:30... we lost 3-6, deffinitly wasn't my game that day. Went freaking 1-3. BOOOOooo... so.. then I got home, showered, did some chores, and then went down to CJ Barremores. Then Yaz met up with us, and then we went over to Mikes.. Yaz rode me on his bike on the way to Mikes... it was gettin nasty outside.. so we got to Mikes fast.. then we were out all night on the bikes.. from like.. 9-2:30am.. then the wind started picking up, and we were kinda far from mikes.. we get on the express way, he taps me to go down... and we freakin were goin 127mph... was sweet as hell.. but still a lil nervous, cuz it was really windy.
haha.. we also got pulled hour about 2 hours before all that, me and Nycole decided to slap hands, and the cop thought we were passing something. They or should i say WE got off with a warning. That was funny tho. So i got home around 3:30am, went to bed at 4,

then got up at 7, and was at work from 8:45-5:15, came home, watched a lil TV, then Nycole came over, we watched the rest of Degrasie, then jogged a mile, then we were gonna go swimming, but i didn't have the energy, so we went in her room, made up a efw dances, then went through old pix, then watched some of her cheerleading videos.. she made me dinner, and now im here.

Heard this song on the radio today... fell in love with it.. of course its dierks bently.. but the words.. lyrics... its.. perfect!

It's strange to hear your voice
I did not expect for you to call
You wonder how I'm doin
How I'm holdin up
Since you did me wrong

(chorus)
Well how am I doin' since you did what you done to me?
I can't lie I sometimes cry when I think of how it used to be
I keep my friends with me, I stay busy and I don't get much sleep
Baby, that's how I'm doin since you did what you done to me

Well now wait one minute, I
Failed to mention
Those tears I cried, are tears of joy
Cause' it was no fun there
Under your thumb and
Now that we're done I'm
Gettin' right every night
With every single ever-lovin' girl in sight, so

(chorus)

Well when all my friends heard what a
You know what you were they
Took me out on the town
But then I heard our song and
I dance along but
It felt all wrong cause'
She was sweet, she let me lead                    <----     (haha.. that did happen.. but with a guy of course)
She never took her ever-lovin' eyes off me so

(chorus)

Well I don't know what you were thinkin'
Runnin' round on me
Now you say you're sorry
Well honey I agree...so

How are you doin' since you did
What you done to me
Girl don't lie you know you cry
Cause' you know how good it used to be
Yeah, tell me does the thought of 
Losin' my true love make it hard to sleep, baby
How are you doin' since you did
What you done to me

Yeah how are you doin', now that you know
How I'm doin since you did
What you done to me

im out! 

current mood: cheerful

Wow.. so its been kind of an interesting week. Kris came by again yesterday. We all went swimming in the pond. It was Kris, Justin, Bailee, Danielle, Nycole, Raymond, Erika and myself. Then it started raining, and we all jumped onthe Trampoline. Then Kris thinks he broke his thumb from jumping on the wetness of the Trampoline. Then he has the bright idea to all jump in the pond again... so like champs. WE DID! Then the genius started doin back flips and junk off the dock. Then we came in, and both took showers. SEPERATE of course. Then i made him some pizza, cuz the focker was hungry. Then went on the comp for a few. He left around 10 or so. HE WAS SUPPOSE TO GO TO THE BAR WITH ME AND MY FRIENDS, but didn't want to intrude. WHICH YOU WOULDN"T OF BEEN! but oh well. Ill get to see the focker Sat. :smiles:. So, i finished gettin ready, then met up with Nycole, and we went to the Roach for a goin away party for Nick and Will. They are in the coast guard, and they are being stationed elsewhere. Its sad. I got pretty close to Nick. :tear: SO we get to the Roach *its 21 and up only, but i got in* hehe... ne whom, we see Nick and Will.. they introduce is to like.. 239478 million ppl, only member Gabe.. haha.. But then we went inthe limo, and picked up more ppl, then back to the Roach, then we left around 1ish, went to speedy q, i got a slurpee, and we went to the G Spot. Not the bar, its our friends house, we just call it he G Spot. Stayed there till 3ish and I went home.

Worked today from 12:30-5:15. OMG.. around 5, i start having an illergic re-action. Yet i still dont know what im illergic too. It comes all the time... well.. in the past 2 weeks. So todays reaction, my left hand started to itch, so.. as a human, i scratched it, and yep.. those white bumps appeared, only now its covered my hand, and they didn't go away to this HOUR!! Dad saw it, and said hes had enuf with this reaction, and now i have to go to the dermatoligist.  It appears on top of both hands, on my knees, and my ankel area. Not to mention I got stug in the middle of Tuesdays game, and .. well im illergic to hornets, not bees... so i assume it was a bee sting, but today it was really irritated, and gettin really red and puffy. Im just full or problems.

And another problem.. is that me and my twin, have so many damn memories, and i want to continue those. GAH i miss ya chicka.. ne whom.. here is our convo of the day:

ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:24:03 PM): i miss our goin out to lunch days
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:24:05 PM): dinner
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:24:08 PM): what every
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:24:15 PM): i got my first hickey from a gurl
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:24:19 PM): hahahaha
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:24:26 PM): yeah i miss it too
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:24:34 PM): like not seeing you everyday what is that shit
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:24:35 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:24:59 PM): i kno
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:25:50 PM): quite sad
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:26:45 PM): .60 cents makes a dollar
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:27:08 PM): ahh hahaha
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:27:26 PM): im telling you i wasnt glaring at you...i was just noticing that the was no orange in the fruit basket
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:27:38 PM): lmao... SPLIT EAR
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:27:43 PM): im dying moooooon
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:27:54 PM): im goin on trial
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:28:07 PM): my shampoo is better...o wait im using yours
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:28:07 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:28:15 PM): two in one ear
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:28:16 PM): 2 earrings in one hole
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:28:17 PM): hahaha
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:28:20 PM): THE HOLE!
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:28:23 PM): oooommmg!
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:28:24 PM): sick!
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:28:27 PM): ew.. how disturbing
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:28:40 PM): mr kinne....same pants
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:28:42 PM): gross
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:28:57 PM): lets studder s'more
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:29:19 PM): forbert.. really its discolored water, as we run laps for softball with pop frommcdonalds
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:29:21 PM): b~e~a~r....beer?
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:29:23 PM): hahaha
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:29:41 PM): you better get up
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:29:45 PM): lmao...CRISSANN ur moms goin to ur car SHE KNOWS
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:29:47 PM): the cops are coming the cops are coming
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:29:53 PM): that was great
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:29:59 PM): SHOCKER!
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:30:02 PM): and the handshake
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:05 PM): BAM you running right into the pole
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:11 PM): ohhhhhhhhh
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:12 PM): i REMEMBER
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:16 PM): ok
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:25 PM): oh shit
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:28 PM): the power went out
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:36 PM): no crissann you just blew a fuse
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:30:43 PM): lmao
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:44 PM): we had like 2 hair dryers going and like curling irons plugged in
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:30:45 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:31:02 PM): i just wanna turn ur light off so i can hear that noice... as i do it 7 times in a row
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:31:13 PM): hahah
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:31:19 PM): my evil scream
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:31:26 PM): or how about joes walking fucking doll
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:31:38 PM): omg.. that scares me to this day
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:31:41 PM): hahha
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:31:50 PM): me fishtaling
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:31:53 PM): down my street
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:31:55 PM): gong like 10
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:32:02 PM): how about the time.. shit.. i think it was you, you ran up stairs, and ran into the door at his house
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:05 PM): or how about the time you got out and shut my tunk
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:11 PM): hahah
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:12 PM): yeah it was me
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:32:12 PM): lmao
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:13 PM): lol
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:16 PM): i ran right into it
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:17 PM): or
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:19 PM): how about the time
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:23 PM): you were running up my stairs
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:28 PM): and sliced your leg open
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:28 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:32:29 PM): we hear.. THUMP... "what was that" i think she ran into the door
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:32:36 PM): that was painful
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:39 PM): yeah
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:39 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:32:42 PM): dave puking in the fish room
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:45 PM): hahah
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:52 PM): dave also scratching his back
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:57 PM): he had big gash down it
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:32:58 PM): lol
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:33:52 PM): or what about the waitress eating off my plate
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:34:01 PM): mmm tastie..
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:34:11 PM): or you flicking butter on to some man
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:34:19 PM): our 2's and our 3's
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:34:31 PM): or when we had suzanne join us for our dinner outing at Terrys Terrace, and she was yellin at us cuz we were loud, and i accidently flicked butter on the man behind her
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:34:36 PM): hahahah
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:34:37 PM): yes yes
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:34:37 PM): wow
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:34:37 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:35:44 PM): the non english conversations on the bike trail
(IM Window Cleared)
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:56:33 PM): or the kids we met at mcdonalds with the dead burping dad
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:56:37 PM): they were crazy
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:57:35 PM): the hobo asking for money.. suzanne.. ill buy him food, but i wont give him money
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:57:44 PM): hahha
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:57:55 PM): yeah because he will buy booze or drugs with it
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:57:56 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:58:05 PM): haha
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:58:14 PM): ry an
criss an
An gie
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:58:17 PM): or when we all plied on joes bed
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:58:21 PM): ahhhhh hahahahaha
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:58:40 PM): or playing while mike was umping
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:58:50 PM): you hit it go get it...i hit it...you go get it
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:58:51 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (7:58:58 PM): brb
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (7:59:07 PM): ok
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:03:29 PM): i know your not at the comp but i was just thinking we both totalled our grand ams lol and got escorts ahhhh hahaha
ThrdTimezUhCharm (8:03:48 PM): im back
ThrdTimezUhCharm (8:03:52 PM): but yea.. .haha.. thats funny
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:03:53 PM): ok
ThrdTimezUhCharm (8:04:03 PM): its a twin thang
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:04:07 PM): oh fo sho
ThrdTimezUhCharm (8:07:38 PM): LAP @
ThrdTimezUhCharm (8:07:40 PM): 2*
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:07:45 PM): ?
ThrdTimezUhCharm (8:08:00 PM): when we were at the mall with acho and swerve, the wheel chaired old ppl
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:08:17 PM): ohhhhhhh omg
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:08:18 PM): lol
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:08:20 PM): hes winning
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:08:21 PM): lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (8:10:15 PM): man.. great times
BLaZiN BaBiE2217 (8:10:23 PM): i really miss you lol
ThrdTimezUhCharm (8:10:28 PM): i miss u too

Wow twin... great times.. and more to come.. its only the summer of 2004... we have a while. Plus im gonna be moving out soon, in the Lakeside mall area.

:sigh: ne whom.. LIFE IS GREAT.... NO REGRETS

GO PISTONS!!!

"yes sir" <---- much luv Hamilton

current mood: happy

When ur dreaming, things just seem like reality. But when something is too good to be true, you feel like your dreaming, cuz it doesn't seem like its reality.

I feel like I once had this dream, Im all dressed cute, driving down to tiki bobs with my gurl Nycole. Meeting up with a few more friends when we arrive. An good song comes on in the club, and we beging to shake our asses like its our job. I look to my right, and there is a guy just standing there staring at us. So I go to the closest guy, and ask him to stand on the other side of me and dance. So he did. Then we began to dance, and we danced the rest of the night. Then he introduces me to his cousin. And we all just danced the rest of the nyte. Toxic from Britney Spears comes on. Me and that guy get on the stage, and start dancing up ther, as im leaning on one of the poles, and were dancing real close, we begin to kiss. It just felt like a good time for it. Around 1:00, he tells me his cousin wants to leave. We swap numbers, hug, one last kiss, and hes gone. The rest of the nyte Nycole and I just danced! A few dayz later, I called him, and we talked for a long time. We talked here and there for about a week, then stopped. Superbowl Sunday, he finally calls, and invites me to his house to watch the game. I get all the way to harper on 94, when he calls to tell me hes really sick. But still wants me to come over. Were cuddeling on the couch, and im rubbing his face/hair as he lies there sick. He looked so adorable in his white abercrombie pants, and white cut off shirt. He gets up a few times to spew, then comes back into my arms. It felt nice. We kissed here and there. The game is over, and we just lay there a little longer, then I leave. I tuck him in, kiss him on the forhead, and let myself out. We called eachother everyday till we saw one another again. Feb. 3rd, this guy asks me out. We saw eachother everyday for 3 weeks straight. Feb. 14, mom and dad took us 4 out to dinner for valentines day. This was the first time the 4 of us got out, and mom and dad got to know this guy. As he holds my hand under the table, he takes his right pointer finger, and writes "I Love You" on my hand. I looked at him, and just smiled. I felt so good inside. They bought us dinner, and him 4 beers. Later that night, I had to work, but the guy, and my parents came up to my work, got more drunk, and still bought all of this guys alcohol. My parents luved us, and he luved my family.....Then i had car problems, so i couldn't drive down there for a while, and he was having problems with work, and couldn't drive up here. Those few dayz with out seein eachother, kinda seperated us in a way...March 26th came when we went out our trip to Florida. That was fun, got to meet this guyz uncle and aunt, and cousins. We did a lot of stuff while down there. But it was a short trip, and before I knew it, we were on our plain ride home. April 3 rolls by another anni. After that, things slowly drift from us. Seeing eachother became less dayz, phone calls became shorter, or just non existent. I was loosing the guy i fell in love with for the first time. We'd be together, and things would begreat, its when we weren't together, when things were bad. He not trusting me, and me having a hard time trusting him when we'd go out with our own friends. This guy played on like.. 3 different softball teams, so that led to me not seeing him even more. Then our work schedules conflicted, he'd work nights, as i work afternoons. It was gettin bad. He stopped saying "i love you" on the phone first, Id usually be the one saying "i love you too", but that stopped too. I tried telling myself, everything will be ok. Everything will be ok. Every couple has issues in the beginning. But I was wrong. Saturday before Mothers Day, this guy breaks my heart, and leaves me. I was devistated. The man i saw a future with me, didn't feel the same. Mothers Day he calls me, and we talked for a while about everything. Things seemed ok. We'd make plans to hang out here and there, but they never fell through. It just wasn't the same. I havnt seen this boy sence the breakup. But hes still in my heart.

Obviously this wasn't a dream, but a short summay of Lee and I's relationship. The whole dream issue, was basically cuz, now that I look back... It just seemed like a dream. It was too good to be tru, and it ended fast. When you wake up from a dream, you feel like there was something you could have changed, but you didn't. There are lots of things i wish icould have done different. But I didn't. Its all a blurr now. Like a dream. All i wanna do is wake up in his arms again like i use too. I still cant get him outta my mind. Everything still brings me back to him. The first day I came over, runs through my head all the time. Laying in his arms, lookin at him in those brownish green eyes. Sometimes i tell myself, that we will be together again, but I cant do that ne more. I have to move on, and get over him. Its hard to forget a first love. Especialy when ur family grew attached to him, and I to his family. I wish things were back to when we first met, to the first month we dated. It was the best feeling in the world. Nothing to worry about.

I wonder what hes doing now. If hes found someone new. I dont want him with ne one else tho. hes suppose to be with me. We've talked all the time of gettin married. We even practiced our marrige kiss... belive that or not. We've talked about the daughter I want, and what her name would be "Chloe Alexandria Cameron" He even liked that name. It was just perfect. Everything, everyday, everynight, everymoment with him. PERFECT. I knew i was i love. WAS in love. A friend once told me "thats why they call it falling in love cause it all depends on if that person is going to catch you! "I thought he did. Maybe he did. Shit happens. and nothings perfect.

I had a dream last night that he called my cell phone, and we met up, and things were back to normal. He appoligized for everything, and told  me he was misrable without me. When i woke up, i had a smile on my face, then i came to my sences, looked at my cell, and he wasn't even on a recent call. I hate this. Im still dreamin of him. Dreaming to me is better then reality. Wish I could just live in a dream. But its all a lie. I dont know what I want ne more.

Im affraid to get into another relationship, fall for him, and not get it back. Im affraid to love again. Im affraid to get hurt again. Im affraid to get attached to another family, and not be able to see them again. I dont know if i can handel another heart break. Im not completly over Lee, but im gettin there. I miss him, and I wish he was still with me. Everyone says that I can do better, its his loss, bla bla bla. I dont think i can do better. He was exactly everything I ever wanted. No one out there can replace him. How good he got alone with my whole family, aunts uncles, grandparents, cousins.. all of them, how much our personalities were so much alike, his eyes, his smile, his body, his athletic ability, his laugh, his touch, his kiss. Hes not replaceable. But i have to move on. Theres this quote..."its ez to tell ur mind to get over someone, but its hard for your heart to let go" I feel that, but its not ez to get someone off ur mind when everything around you reminds you of him.

No more of this. I cant keep gettin myself wrapped up in these sappy journal entries.

Wednesday: got up around 7:15, cleaned up the house, and went back to bed when raymond got on the bus. Then woke up at 10. Showered, and got ready for work. Worked fom 12:30-5:30, then drove around till softball practice which was at 6:30-8. When I got home. I talked to my sister, then we ended up jggin a mile. Didn't think i could do it, cuz i haven't ran like that in months. But I survived. Then when I got home from that. I played catch with Raymond. Then came on here for a while, and went to bed.

Thursday: got up again at 7:15, cleaned the house yet again. Then when ray got on the bus.. I went back to bet. Got up around 10:30, showered, and wen to work from 12:30-5:45. Then had a staff meeting at 6:15-7. Drove home, and wanted to shower again and get ready to go out, but i had to drive and pick up pizza. So i got the pizza, showered, then finished gettin ready. Jamie called around 8 to see where i was at, but i didn't even leave the house till 8:30. Drove to Pontiac, and met up with everyone at Bo's something something resturant/bar. We all just played pool and what not till 12 i think it was. Met a lot of ppl that night. Finally met up with Brandon and Ahmed that night too. Great great guys. It was a short meetin up ordeal tho. And i apoligize for that. Umm walked over to Tonic with Larry, then went inside. It was freakin packed. I wasn't really a big fan of that place. Hardly ne lights. and it was too crowded. I had a lil bit of fun tho. I got bored around 1:30, and had this other kid brandon walk be back to my car. I called up Kyle, and went over his house till 3:45ish, got home around 5am, went to bed.

Friday: Woke up at 7, wide awake... kinda strange for only 2 hours of sleep. Ummm cleaned the house, and went back to bed for a few more hours. Then got up and went to work. This time i was dead tired. Worked from 12:30-5:45, came home, played softball with my uncle from 6:30-8:30, including going to the batting cages. Came home, showered, and got ready for work. Workedat Enigma from 10-12:00.. usually im there till 2am, but it wasn't that buzy, so i asked to be first cut, cuz im still kinda sick. Gintius, Dan and Dustin showed up while i was there, so that was sweet. But i got home around 12:45is, came on here for a few, and passed the fuck out.

Saturday: Woke up at 9. Had practice at 10-11:30. Came home, and now im here so far. I might have to work tonyte at Enigma, we'll see how that goes. Its so nice out today!

HA.. guess my horoscope for this month

"Its time to let go of that ex-boyfriend once and for all! You have more romantic options than you realize, so delete his phone number and start flirting."

how ironic

current mood: sick

Everyone else seems to have this in there info.. so i guess i will too. LOL

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

current mood: sick

How do you know if ur in love with someone. That word gets tossed around alot. Some will just say it, in order to get something (what ever it may be). But how do you know if when you say it, or hear it, that its the real tru I Love You. The actual one from the heart. Lee and I have been going out for almost 3 months. We'd talk about saying it, and if we were ready and what not. On Valentines Day, with my parents out to eat, we were holding hands under the table. And this was the first time the 4 of us (My parents, Lee and I) all actually went out together, and hung out (and what not). N e wayz, after dinner, we were holding hands, and he wrote with his finger on the top of my hand... I Love You. I turned my head, and just looked at him in his eyes, and smiled. It felt so nice  to "hear" that from him for the first time. Now we say it at the end of every phone conversation, and at the end of everynight/day together.

Where im getting at with this, is how doyou know ur in love. Ive never been in love before, so i dont know how im "suppose" to feel. I think about him when im laying in bed before a nights rest, and when i wake up, and constintly through-out the day. I cherish every minute with him. Cuddeling on the couch wathching TV, going out to dinner, playing softball, goin to his games... even the time i spend with his dad and step mom. And hes so close with my family, my parents love him, they take him out to the bar all the time, and my little brother looks up to him, and my older brother and him get along, and my sister... I think she has a crush on him (BACK OFF SISTA) <---- jay kay. yea everynow and then we have arguments, or disagreements... what ever.. but what couple doesn't. Yea they arn't gonna have everything in common, or agree with everything the other does. But thats life. We've both had a past before we met, and some things we have to deal with. I think im in love though. And its a great feeling. The butterflies in the tummy, the constint smile on my face. Ill catch myself in a daze, at work when im rubbing a childs head to sleep for there nap, and when i finally come to my sences, ill have a smile on my face, cuz im thinking about something Lee and i did. I luv it. I luv this feeling i get when im around him. hes a great guy, and he treats me good (most of the time) And i fell like i pamper him alot. I pay for dinners sometimes, and buy him gifts, and massages, and head rubs... all that cute stuff.. i dont mind doing it. I enjoy it. I guess love is different with everyone. It comes in different feelings, emotions, etc...and i feel like im in love with Lee Michael Cameron

Ne whom.. so its a thursday night, and Lee's not coming over, so im goin out with the gurls!! Gonna hit up a few college nyte clubs. Cant wait.. so, im gonna go take a nap, then wake up.. shower, and be on my merry way.

-Angie-

L, is for the way you look.... at ME

O, is for the only one..... i see

V, is very very, extra ordinary and

E, is even more then any one  you adore (i think thats how "E" goes)

current mood: loved

Aight playmates.. ill finally update. Just from friday on...

Friday: Woke up early, and went up to Port Huron KOA to get an ap. Yes i know ill be having 3 jobs at once. But im the kind of person who has to be doing something all the time. I FINALLY got to see my bestest friend Chantel!! I talked to her for a few, then had to be at the YMCA at 12:30 for work. Work went by pretty smooth. Mitchell is finally listening to me. Its great! I luv working there. I luv working with younger kids!! See its one thing to have many jobs, and hate them all.. be me working at these 3... I dont mind working. I actually enjoy all 3 of them! So i get outta work.. oh say, around 5:30. And i went over to Chantels appt. for a while, then came home, and cleaned up the house, and was out with Nycole by 8ish or was it 9ish? Dont member (its tuesday already, cant member exact things now) so.. were on our way to her mans house, who lives in Southgate. We get to his house, and we wait for hime to get outta the shower, and get ready, so Nycole and I are just watching some TV. We leave, and we get some food up at Red Robbins. Still i dont have an appitite, ordered Clucks and Fries, and a side salad, and didn't eat ne of it. :frowns: waste of $14. Oh well.. over it already. Then after dinner we went to Wild Woodys. I had fun, but still had a lot of things on my mind that kept me from having a blast. See.. lets rewind a lil, Lee was suppose to get off work at 11:00pm that night, and i was suppose to spend the night, that way we can see eachother for a lil bit, before I went to CMU the next day, and he having to work at 4 pm. BUT.. when he calls me in the middle of me packing for CMU (before leaving with  Nycole) he gets all pissie with me, and suddenly changes his plans, and tells me he doesn't want me to come over, and that hes goin to the Post. Me pissed cuz he fucked up my plans, to get me mad at him, just goes around it. I ended up staying the night at Neils hosue (Nycoles man).

Saturday- The next morning, oh say.. around 10:00 we order Pizza cuz we are starving. It took an hour 1/2 to get here. I put in "honey" and we watched that. I only had a slice and a half. (i think i have an eating disorder or something!!!) I got full fast. So then Lee calls me, and I ask him how the Post was, and he said he never went. In a way i was happy he didn't go, but then at the same time pissed, cuz i COULD HAVE went to his house that night. OH WELL! So, I bitched at him about that and he bitched about me going to CMU, and he hung up on me. I tried calling him back, and he wouldn't answer. So I clearly said fuck it. Took a shower, and then we left Neils house. We hit up Macomb Mall for a few, then we went and visited Lisa up at the Dry Cleaners (her work) and we stayed there for a few. Then i got a phone call from Kyndra, and I got directions to her house. After that, i got my car, and cleaned it out, and then went to Kyndras house to pick her up. (for any of my cousins who are reading this... I wasn't suppose to drive to CMU... but i did.. so keep it on the DL) Ne who, got her, and we were on our way to CMU. Kinda got off on the wrong exit tho, so it took a lil longer.. but not too much. Umm finally got there around 8ish, and we changed, got ready, and was our roaming the dorms. Met some peeps!! Had a great time with that.. haha. Umm we all went to Burger King, then went back to the dorm, picked up a few ppl from there, then went to another building to pick up our "alchie buyer" and we went to the store for booze. I got 2 40's of Barcardi O, my already had a 5th of Morgans, and Kyndra had a 6 pack of bud light, so we were on a roll. We get to the first party, and i didn't drink, cuz i was driving around... the DD for the most part... at least till i got to a party where i could leave my car somewhere safe (there is a drunk bus that comes around believe it or not.. only cost $2). We left the first party, and then ended up at Karas brothers house for the rest of the party night. Called Lee to find out if everything is ok. Talk to him about 20 mins about why he cant trust me, and bla bla bla. But he has to not trust me. I am so faitful to him, its not even funny. I have evyerhing i could possibly want with him... why get with someone else? It just dont make sence. Usually ppl will cheat on another, cuz there not getting there wants or needs, or somethings just missing. Its all there with me and him. But he dont see that. Back to the night..I had half of a 40 and dumped the rest out. Wasn't in the mood to drink, too buzy being "mom" and keeping an eye on everyone making sure they are having fun, and safe fun. HAHA... Met a few guyz from Eisenhower, and we all hung out with them for the rest of the nyte. NOTHING HAPPENED!!! I didn't do ne thing wrong either.. just all hung out and watched TV. So shut up! We all ended up crashing on the futon around 5ish.

Sunday- Woke up around... 10:30, and just layed there till 11. Then we all went to breakfast, and then Kyndra and I left at 12ish. Droped off Kyndra, and went right to Lee's. Get to his house, and layed down for a few while he played PS2. We talked about stuff thats been goin on.. so its kewl now.Then dad calls, and said we were grillin out, and asked if Lee and I wanted some. So we drove to my house, and had hot dogs and hamburgers. Then after dinner, Lee, Chuck, Raymond and I all played softball in the back yard for like.. 3 hours. Then went on the trampoline for a while. By then it was already 9 i think, and "a Bugs Life" came on, and Lee was so into it. I just went downstairs to bed. He came down about 12, kissed me goodnight, and left, but i ended up walking him out.

Monday- WOKE UP EXTREAMLY SORE from softball. I can play.. i just havn't in a while, plus i didnt stretch or ne thing before. OUCH!! Got Raymond off to school, then went back to bed. The had to get up and work at the YMCA from 12:30-5:45. Then had a staff meeting from 6:00-8:50. Nycole and I were gonna swim afterwards, but we were starving. So we met up with Phil and Nick at Garfields, and ate dinner. Then we drove around by the water, and came home.

Tuesday (today) - Got Raymond off to school, and worked at the YMCA from 8:45-5:15. Drove right home, and vegged. Then TJ calls me (Lee's Cousin) askin if im goin to Tiki Bobs tonyte, but turned him down. Then Lee calls me askin what im doin, and then tells me hes goin to Tiki Bobs.. I didn't feel like doin ne thing tonyte but my room, and im not even down there doing it.. Oops. Alwayz tomarrow.. wait.. WRONG..

After work tomarrow, im goind down to Lees softball game. Which is at 9:30. Yippie. haha jay kay. hes really good.

I want ice cream now.. so im gonna get goin

-Angie-

Happy I finally updated Amy Nicole Davis!!!

current mood: sore

First screen name: Angela Casper
First credit card: I have a debit card
First true love: LMC... i think
First enemy: Dont member
First concert: NSync
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Ha... i have no idea
Last big car ride: Umm going to CMU
Last kiss: Last night

Last library book: Middle School.. "the war with grandpa"
Last movie seen: Passion of the Crist, with Vanessa
In the theatre: uhmm Chasing Liberty
Last phone call: Lee
Last CD played: John Mayer

Last annoyance: My sister
Last soda drank: Coke
Last website visited: facethejury.com

I AM: Tired.. just got home
I WANT: To go to bed soon
I HAVE: A head ach
I WISH: I was over Lee's
I HATE: Not being able to sleep
I FEAR: Loosing someone im really close to *i have a lot of fears tho*
I HEAR: My cat purring in my ear
I WONDER: Im a blonde.. i wonder a lot of thigs
I LOVE: LMC, friends, and my family, and Ashton Kutcher
I ACHE: My head aches
I ALWAYZ: FREAKING WORK
I AM NOT: Gonna take medicine for my head ach
I DANCE: At clubs
I SING: When im driving in muh car
I CRY: When I get in fights with mommy and daddy, or when i really really wanna do something, and dad wont let me.
I WRITE: Notes all the time during nap time at work to Nycole, and I write poems sometimes
I CONFUSE: The people im around when ihave my blonde moments
I NEED: Sleep
I SHOULD: Go to bed
YOU KEEP A DIARY: Other then this... no
YOU LIKE TO COOK: If im in the mood.. but im not a good cook. HA
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: Yea..
HAVE A CRUSH: on my boyfriend
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Eventually
GET MOTION SICKNESS: Nope
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: Turing into one
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Most of the time
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: NO!!!!!!!! scared of them terribly
CURRENT HAIR: iron straight
NUMBER: 7
COLOR: baby blue and yellow
DAY: Friday.. pay days!
MONTH: Juneish July
SONG: John Mayer - Your body is a wonder land
SEASON: End of summer.. beginning of fall...
DRINK: Water, and Raspberry Tea
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: U can do both at once
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chocolate Milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: Special Dark is yummy

SAID 'i love you'?: and meant it? LMC
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: around 1:00 pm today during nap time
TALKED TO AN EX?: Yea.. Kris, yesterday actually
MISSED AN EX?: well yea, the friendship is still good tho
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: This one
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: Yea, Tuesday with Nycole on our way to Tiki Bobs
MISSED SOMEONE?: My cousin Kendra
HUGGED SOMEONE?: The peeps up at Enigma when i left tonyte
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: yup
Eat a bug?: I pass on that one
Bungee jump?: Want to SO bad
Kill someone?: Cant say I did that one
Parachute from a plane?: Wanna do that too
Walk on hot coals?: Now these questions are gettin lameo
Go out with someone for their looks?: No
Be a vegetarian?: HAIL no.. i tried to "not eat meat" for one day.. and failed
Wear plaid with stripes?: Sure.. why not
IM a stranger?: Yep.. from FTJ
Sing Karaoke?: Yep
Get drunk off your Ass?: 3 times
Shoplift?: Yep
Run a red light?: all together :counts in head: about 4 times maybe? or more.. cuz i alwayz go through when they are blinking red.. i dont stop for them..oops?
Star in a porn video?: not yet ne way.. wink wink.. JAY KAY
Dye your hair blue?: Doubt it
Be on Survivor?: No.. i like food too much.. not a fish eater.... no thanx. Plus im a pickie eater, id die of starvation
Wear makeup in public?: Yea
Not wear makeup in public?: Yea
Cheat on a test?: Guilty
Make someone cry?: My siblings
Stay up all night?: Uh.. yea!

Monday,

  Alarm goes off at 7:15, and I get up for my lil brother. Then I had to be out the door by 8:00, to be at work by 8:30. On my way, I called AJ's Collision to find out if my car was ready to be picked up. And it was, only I had to pay my $400 deductable today. Kinda bummed, but oh well. I get to the YMCA, and then we go swimming with the lil kiddies, then i got to leave around 10, and then drive back home, pick up my brother, and have him drive me to get my car. It had almost $2,000 worth of damage. Stupid ppl gotta learn how to drive. Ne whom. I rush out to the mall, cuz i needed to get Lee's watched fitted for him, and I didn't have enuf time. Remember.. i was driving from Yale, to Port Huron. Kinda far apart. I ended up seeing my friend Jim that i work up at Enigma with for about 15 mins. Then went to work at 12:30. Got outta work around 6, then had a "new staff" orientation about the YMCA. It was really gay, but at least i got paid to be there. By the time i got home from all that BS, it was 9:30. So i call up Nycole, and we end up goin to Canada. We went to DonCherrys (i think its called). And had some great pizza. After that we were on our way home. BUT WAIT, we are at the toll thingie, and the man is asking if we have ne thing in our car (you know.. from canada) and were like... just our left over pizza. Hes like.. whats on it. Im thinking the whole time hes hungry, and he wants it. NOPE, he said we couldn't take our pizza over to the USA cuz of the "mad cow disease" basically cuz of the pepperoni on it. So he seriously took away our pizza. I was in shock. We both thought he was joking about it, till he got outta his booth thinging, and made me give him the box of pizza. Grrrrr. Ne whom, after that we went to our friend Nicks house, and watched Old School. Then drove home, and accidently turned down a one way. Didn't realize it till a car was in our lane, comin our way. Nycole "Why is that car in my lane" as she gets in the other. Me "umm Nycole... non of theses signs are facing our way" OMG.. it was great. Scary.. but funny. Idk.. guess you had to be there.. im home now, (obviously) and im out!

current mood: cold

Saturday Night

Aight, so lets just rewind, and go back to the rest of my saturday. Ok, so im gettin ready for work, but im still in my PJ's, cuz im changing at Nycoles. So i got on my babyblue flease pants on, and a black tank top. Dads questioning me if thats what im wearing to work.. Umm no, yea right daddio. So, I put all my stuff by the front door, and put on my flip flops, then go upstairs to do a brushing teeth session, and just as im finishing, my cell rings. So im running down stairs (in my flip flops still) and as i get to the second set of stairs.. I STIP, and fall all the way down. My dad ran up to me to see if i was ok, and he said i just had a pale look on my face, and i didn't say ne thing. So he helps me up, and like.. 3 mins later, hes like.. say something.. im like... OW. I got the wind knocked outta me, and now i have a huge bruise on my back, and my elbow. (and im sore). So slowly, but surely, i head on over to Nycoles house. We get ready.. and we were looking HOTT!!! But we were pissed, cuz her cam isn't working. But we managed to get over it. We finally get to work, and our boss Sal, had a digital cam, and he took like.. 9 pix of us. THEY ARE SO CUTE!! and he saved them to a floppy disk, and gave it to me.

Work was aight, but it was somewhat slow on a saturday. It was buzy, but not AS buzy as usual. I did shots, and made some nice cash. At was dancing on the dance floor alot as well. I had a freaking blast!! 2:00am(at last) and we start our clean up. We get outta there around 2:30, and we all went up to Dennys (as usual) we got there around 3ish (after gettin gas, and it is a lil wayz drive) and no joke.. it took like.. and hour to get our food after we ordered it. It was really buzy in there though. HA.. we all just stayed and talked the rest of the nyte/day  whatever. We got so cought up in conversation one after another, that we didn't realize how late/early it was. We finally left Dennys at 6:45. <--- HAHA! It was great. We got back to Nycoles house, and I slept till about....12ish maybe? I went home, to start on my room.

Sunday

Get home, and was gonna start on my room, but I ended up gettin ready, and left to go to Lee's house. Mom didn't seem to care that i left w/o doin my room. I get to Lees house around 3, and were just chillin watching T.V. Then I give him his gift. I was gonna give it to him on our way to Florida on the plain, but i wanted to make sure he liked it, and then get it fitted for Florida. Oh yea.. i bought him a Fossil watch from The Buckel. Its nice. So.. then my dad calls my cell around 5, and makes me come home to clean my room. I was so pissed. Its a 40 mins drive, and i had wasted gas doin a 2hour visit. Grrr..

On my way home, i call up Nycole, and see what shes doin for the night. So we had planned on going to Tonic. DJ Mellli Mel (from 95.5) said that he'd put us on his guest list when ever we wanted to come it. (he DJ's at Enigma, so we tight haha) Got excited about goin out there tonyte. I get home, ask dad, and the nerd said no. I got bored, and actually finished my room. It looks good now. YAY. im gettin kinda tired now. But I dont wanna go to bed. I have to be to work at 8:30 tomarrow for a swim session. For when i fill in for another staff member, I gotta see how it is for swimming, sence i work in the afternoon originally. Then that will only take an hour or so, then i have to drive all the way to Yale, to get MY car from the shop. Then I have to be to work by 12:30, and work till close (5:45) and then I have some gay YMCA new staff orientation at 6:30. Thats about 2 hours. My day is just full of YMCAness... how fun. (umm no) aight.. i need some cereal. Ciao

current mood: hungry